HOW DID YOU GET STARTED MODELING?
It started with friends and I goofing off. Then I got the attention of some local photographers. Now it's just become a sort of hobby I hope to be somewhat successful in.
WHAT EXCITES YOU ABOUT MODELING?
Honestly? I want to always look and feel like a rock star. I want to BE a rock star. I have this tiny thought in the back of my squishy, little brain that if I'm ever famous, I want all existing photos of me to have been awesome.
That, and I never want to grow out of being all dark and spooky. I always want reminders, thrown in my face, showing me how much of a darkling I am. I never want to forget.
WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE TYPES OF OUTFITS TO MODEL IN?
The gross ones, the scary ones, the more animal-like ones.
I would prefer to look like some slimy, undead rape-monster than a boring ol' sexy lady. I think there is more emotion in things that make people uneasy, scared or sick...than things that turn someone on. Love and sex are so overrated. The world needs more cannibalism and bloody explosions of black, gooey goodness.
WHAT ARE YOUR LEAST FAVORITES?
I wouldn't like doing a boring, sexy nude picture. It wouldn't be me. I basically feel really out of my element doing anything meant to be fap material. It's not much that it makes me uncomfortable, it's just not who I am. I probably wouldn't do nudes unless I could cover myself in fake bugs or something. I hate the idea of getting attention through sexuality, it's too cliched. I Much prefer using someone's own sex drive to make them uncomfortable.
For example, I could do the whole sexy shoot normally, but then edit my genitals and eyes out of every single picture. So the sexuality is still there, but everything is off and uncomfortable. Like...if playboy did a "Silent Hill" themed issue.
WHAT KIND OF SHOOTS WOULD YOU LIKE TO WORK ON IN THE FUTURE?
Anything theatrical, crazy or scary. Or something that really shows off how beautiful the goth subculture is without shoving all the cliches and stereotypes in everyone's faces.
ARE THERE ANY OTHER CREATIVE MEDIUMS YOU WORK IN?
I draw, I sing occasionally, I might be in a band at some point. I also like making my clothes a bit more personalized so that no one else has the same style as me. I guess you could say I'm into a little of everything, artistically.
WHAT KIND OF MUSIC DO YOU LIKE?
I'll listen to anything as long as it moves me, although I've been into a lot of punk and goth-ish music lately.
Surprisingly, I haven't ever really been into metal.
And I really dislike a lot of newer "alternative" or "hardcore" bands. But whatever bloats your goat is fine with me, I wont judge people who listen to things other than what I enjoy.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO FOR FUN?
Oh, boy. I'm a huge nerd. I drink hot tea, read books and research random bits of trivia for fun. That, and I obsess over a few video games. Otherwise, my entire life takes place on the internet. I don't really leave the house much...gotta stay pale somehow, I suppose. haha.
Oh...and I also get into little fist-fights with my room mate. Not because either of us is abusive, that's just how we play, I suppose.
Goodness...I wrote a whole book. Forgive me.
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